sick

I'm sick again today. Miserable and naseated. I'm bored and I'm lonely. sigh.

I guess Tony is going to be a daddy. That's exciting. Gosh, I want a baby so bad. Guess the timing just isn't right at the moment.

Anyway, I have been thinking about writing poetry again. Do you guys remember the blog I used to keep for my poetry? I've been thinking about making a new one, for my new stuff. I don't know though. Maybe I'll add my short stories and what not. I loved writing and I miss it. I'd like to go back to it in my few moments of free time and stuff, but I'm not sure what I really want to write about. I had thought about going on a historical level, but maybe I'll just write and see who I am again. It could be interesting...I think...

I think I may sit down and do that now.

More Pictures!!! Sorry

These are our adorable piggies. They had babies and this one was our favorite. She was an only child, and Brian named her Rumplina, and I named her nutmeg.
Next to mommy. She is so tiny. This was at one day old.


The other mommy and 3 babies. Two females and a male.

Brian's grandma came to see his family. She lives in AZ, so I thought that I'd get pictures.

The rest are from Copperton Park. We went there for the Buckner Family Reunion. We go every year, and it is almost always boring, as it was this year, but we played bocceball and that was fun. At least we had something to do...

BOCCEBALL ROCKS!!!!!!

Ok. These are mostly pictures from my cousin's wedding. It was nice, but I don't think I could spend as much money as she did.

This one I had to put on. My nephew, Brandon. He's just so CUTE!!!! I love this little guy. He is hilarious.

I am finally part of the civilized world!!!!!!

I'm just excited because we finally have the internet at the house. Though, it was not without its hardships mind you...we had to convince my mother, and we got Kim to pay half the bill. But we finally have it and now I can actually get my school work done. OY. One load off my shoulders.

Brian has been sick-ish. I had to take him to the doctors on Friday, and on Tuesday, I had to take him the the hospital to get some tests done. We'll know by the end of the week what the deal is, but it has been hard and emotional for both of us. Its hard when someone you love gets sick and you can't do anything to help them. Brian is usually so healthy, too. I sure hope everything comes back normal and fine.

Our apartment complex is charging us $477 because we only gave them one month notice that we were moving out, even though we told them 3 months in advance and they told us that we only needed one month, but apparently we needed two. GRRRR!!!! So we have to pay almost $500 for their mistake. I hope we never ever have to rent a dang apartment again. I'm tired of all their crap. It was ok as far as apartments go, but for management, they really sucked. Took forever to fix stuff at the place and stuff like that. I would never recommend them to anyone.

We also have to pay an additional $450 to get Brian's car fixed to pass inspections by the end of the month. We alreadey put out $150 for two new tires and this will be to fix his exhaust manifold. It's in the front of the car where your exhaust piping runs to the back where your muffler is. It sucks, and I had to fix it on my Mazda when I first bought it.

Oy. So we're pretty much broke. Joy...lol. I was so excited. I wanted to make our first anniversary special and go do stuff, but I don't think we'll be able to afford that now. We'll have to stay at my parents the whole weekend...bummer deal. That will be miserable...ok, beyond miserable.

School is going ok for both of us, I just wish it were done already. You can only take so much, and I hit that point about 3 years ago. I'm so close to being finished though, and I have to keep pushing to do it. Then it will be two years at the U and I'll be done totally. HOORAY!!!!

I'm going to go now. I'll update with some pictures ans stuff later. Toodles

The Joys of Being Back in School

Or the not so joys...sigh. I have two classes and the homework is minimal to average. But, I don't have the internet yet, and my student loans haven't come in yet. I need to buy my books and that stuff, but I can't afford to do so. Joy.

I'm giving two of my bubbies away tomorrow, and I 'm a little saddened by it. The lady will take good care of them, but I watched them grow up and "popcorn" and play...sadness. Next time I get on, I'll put pictures of them. They are so cute. The rest are going to be sold for 50 bucks a piece. They're not cheap little buggers.

I am wanting to get out and go somewhere and do something, not sure what, just something. oy. It's been such a long few weeks, I'm am so completely exhausted.

I met Bri's Grandma. She's really nice and I like her a lot. She's from Pheonix Arizona. I have a picture of her too.

I also have some pics of my Cousin Dougs wedding for becca. I know she likes the decor and cakes and stuff...collecting ideas and stuff.

My Grandpa (the only one left) just found out his prostate cancer is back and growing rapidly, so we have invited them over for dinner tomorrow. I'm sad to realize that I really don't know him very well. I went to college and rarely had the time to visit and stuff, and he doesn't talk much anymore. Just to ask how we're doing and stuff. He's just on painkillers til he goes. Perhaps I'll spend some more time with him and get to know him a little better. When my other grandad died, I didn't know he was that sick. My mom kept it from me. I was in college and she didn't want me to worry. When I got there, he was already out of it, and he passed away the next morning. I don't even know if he knew I was there to see him one last time, and that I told him goodbye. You know? I feel like I missed a lot. Does that make sense?

Anyway, I'll go for now. I don't really have much to say, I don't know if many hear it anyway. I'll talk to you guys later.

Hi there

So, we got the news yesterday that my brother-in-law is getting divorced. I guess that kyle and Eleonor were just too young to deal with the stress of baby and married life. Sigh...there are other reasons, but none that I will share here with you. I feel bad for everyone involved and I guess it has been a huge emotional roller coaster ride and then some for most of us. Oy. Sometimes i don't even know what to think about all of this stuff, but I guess people can surprise you and stuff.

Eleonor wants to still be friends and stuff with us, which is ok, but I think it will be a little awkward and strange for awhile. I guess Kyle's going to keep trying to get into the navy. When life changes, it sure changes fast, you know?

In other news, Brian's grandma Marci has been in town this week from Pheonix. She is really nice and really sweet, but she's so quiet. I really like her. One of these days Bri and i will have to take a drive down there and visit her. I think she would like that.

School started today and thankfully this is my LAST semester and I'll have two associates degrees. One from SLCC and one from UVSC, now UVU. I feel a bit proud of haveing two, but I didn't pay twenty grand for nothing! You know...

I was going to put up pictures of my piggies, but the stupid internet won't let me post them.

Hey guys

As most of you know, Brian and I moved back in with...my parents. I think that what with the way the economy is that many people will be doing the same. If my stupid job wasn't being so stupid...we wouldn't be in this predicament.

Ok, so this is for those of you who didn't get to see my apt before we moved.

Our guinea pigs had babies too, but I can't seem to find those pictures anywhere. I'll put them up as soon as I do, because they are super cute and tiny. We're selling them though...no room in the pig pens...

I'll have to blog another day, I can't find my pictures to upload or my camera...must unpack quickly...lol.

We're getting the internet soon though and I'll be able to update more often about my boring and busy life...